Together we've got this now

I used to want to be the strong independent woman too

My name is Amy and I want you to be able to express your femininity and open up to a love that makes you feel safe, supported, cherished and alive. I want you to be able to feel what it feels like to self source never ending love & receive endlessly from yourself, your partner and life.
I have made it my work in this world to support women in healing trauma & opening their hearts after experiencing trauma, shame, betrayal or abandonment in past relationships or in their family dynamics. 

I myself used to be a woman that walked this earth, desiring a love full of depth and intimacy, but feeling so absolutely scared and terrified to open my heart - while wondering 'where is the mature man that will finally claim me?!'  I had strong avoidant tendencies and took pride in my strong, independent behaviour. I was proud for not 'needing' or wanting a man and that I could do it all alone.  I deeply believed that relationships meant I had to give up a part of myself, had to caretake/save my partner and loose myself in the process. I did not believe that there was love available to me that felt free, supportive and nourishing. (Little did I know that this had all to do with the way I related to the masculine and my embodiment of purpose)
In other words, my feminine felt unsafe and abandoned and had no reason to come out. My body was hard and contracted. I was navigating life from the mind instead from the heart and womb. Thinking everyone and everything was against me. That I just had to work harder to succeed and finally be seen and recognised.

I was attracting unavailable men all my life, it left me feeling frustrated and feeling unworthy of deep love. In relationships I always felt like I was 'too much' to handle for a man and felt deeply unheard, unmet, unseen and not honoured. My longing for more was painful, thinking 'where is my man, where is the man that devotes to me as much as I do to him?' 
Sex felt like a chore and I could not open into pleasure as much as I wanted to. The pain of my past relationships and the painful relationship with my father weighed too heavily in my heart and body. I kept on running, avoiding and diving into new relationships over and over again to avoid having to be vulnerable and sit with my emotions. 

Until I said 'enough'. - and started to date and get intimate with myself. I gave myself everything I desired, I touched myself the way I wanted to be touched - instead of just hoping I would be 'saved' one day. I started loving my body, my feminine expression and took all the space I needed. My femininity matured, my expression deepened and I continued to heal my relationship with the masculine; healing resentment, past pain, shame and any feeling of unsafety caused by the past.. All of this created space in my body and heart and allowed my feminine to lean back and be claimed by life and a conscious, mature man. It allowed me to finally feel free, met, loved and open for everything that I wanted.

This is what I want for you. I desire every woman to feel this love and freedom within herself and in her relationship, which is created when we take responsibility for our desires and allow love to enter. 

Will you allow yourself to be claimed by life, the masculine and our own touch?

xoxo, Amy